Ok. Well. Done. I resigned and Ajahn Brahm took notice of it. He wrote to me that he hopes we still find a way for me to stay, like looking at the 998 good bricks in the wall instead of the 2 bricks that are bad. But to be honest the entire wall is breaking it is not a matter of 2 bad bricks. Decision is made. Befor the vassa I will head to Thailand, Khun Pang monastery and live in more or less solitude, Bhikkhuni- suitable. Away from nuns and people.